Into the Wild
By: Jon Krakauer Date Read: 2019-12-18 Rating: ★★★★★Chapter Fifteen: The Stikine Ice Cap
And that’s why later, when long-held family secrets came to light, when I noticed that this deity who asked only for perfection was himself less than perfect, that he was in fact not a deity at all—well, I wasn’t able to shrug it off. I was consumed instead by a blinding rage. The revelation that he was merely human, and frightfully so, was beyond my power to forgive.
At that stage of my youth, death remained as abstract a concept as non-Euclidean geometry or marriage. I didn’t yet appreciate its terrible finality or the havoc it could wreak on those who’d entrusted the deceased with their hearts. I was stirred by the dark mystery of mortality. I couldn’t resist stealing up to the edge of doom and peering over the brink. The hint of what was concealed in those shadows terrified me, but I caught sight of something in the glimpse, some forbidden and elemental riddle that was no less compelling than the sweet, hidden petals of a woman’s sex.
Chapter Seventeen: The Stampede Trail
Danger has always held a certain allure. That, in large part, is why so many teenagers drive too fast and drink too much and take too many drugs, why it has always been so easy for nations to recruit young men to go to war. It can be argued that youthful derring-do is in fact evolutionarily adaptive, a behavior encoded in our genes.
Chapter Fifteen: The Stikine Ice Cap
And that’s why later, when long-held family secrets came to light, when I noticed that this deity who asked only for perfection was himself less than perfect, that he was in fact not a deity at all—well, I wasn’t able to shrug it off. I was consumed instead by a blinding rage. The revelation that he was merely human, and frightfully so, was beyond my power to forgive.
At that stage of my youth, death remained as abstract a concept as non-Euclidean geometry or marriage. I didn’t yet appreciate its terrible finality or the havoc it could wreak on those who’d entrusted the deceased with their hearts. I was stirred by the dark mystery of mortality. I couldn’t resist stealing up to the edge of doom and peering over the brink. The hint of what was concealed in those shadows terrified me, but I caught sight of something in the glimpse, some forbidden and elemental riddle that was no less compelling than the sweet, hidden petals of a woman’s sex.
Chapter Seventeen: The Stampede Trail
Danger has always held a certain allure. That, in large part, is why so many teenagers drive too fast and drink too much and take too many drugs, why it has always been so easy for nations to recruit young men to go to war. It can be argued that youthful derring-do is in fact evolutionarily adaptive, a behavior encoded in our genes.
Vocabulary
- Contumacious - stubbornly or willfully disobedient to authority
- Subcutaneous - situated or applied under the skin
- Indolently - wanting to avoid activity or exertion; lazy
- Opprobrium - harsh criticism or censure
- Paucity - scarcity
- Esthete - a person who has or affects to have a special appreciation of art and beauty
- Atavistic - relating to or characterized by reversion to something ancient or ancestral
- Madrigal - a part-song for several voices, especially one of the Renaissance period, typically arranged in elaborate counterpoint and without instrumental
- Progeny - offspring
- Bivouac - a temporary camp without tents or cover, used especially by soldiers or mountaineers
- Diorite - a speckled, coarse-grained igneous rock consisting essentially of plagioclase, feldspar, and hornblende or other mafic minerals
- Verglas - a thin coating of ice or frozen rain on an exposed surface
- Tlingit - a member of an American Indian people of the coasts and islands of southeastern Alaska and adjacent British Columbia
- Perambulation - formal or humorous walk or travel through or around a place or area, especially for pleasure and in a leisurely way
- Gaunt - lean and haggard, especially because of suffering, hunger, or age
- Miasma - a highly unpleasant or unhealthy smell or vapor
- Sobriquet - a person’s nickname